Turn the engines on.

tears i shed seems useless because i wouldn't change my characters. i mean like,for 15 yrs,how did i do to make my parents not to worried for me? no,i did none instead i make them worry for nothing and im always the one not being obediant at all,but owell.

tell me wht to do to make myself feel btr? sleep? run? cry? or wht? im lost in this total fuckshitz and i h8 being in this kind of plight situation. many things had hpn the past few days whn im not around in west area. things weren't going so well as expected,and hope Jx will be fine for his verdict today.

i aren't no a gd daughter. :(

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hi all,am back home finally. but seems like mom wasn't feelng very good about me today,aren't sure why too.

have been slacking on homewrks too much,hafta buck up. schl reopens next mon but mom told me the news say they aren't sure if they're reopening it or not? owellllll~ hopefully it'll be extended and then i could finish my homewrk before Mr Ooi screams.

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i wanted very much to be a clever girl and let everyone thinks im smart but sad to say i aren't smart at all ,not at all and all i have is pure luck and a lil' tweeny wee bit of intell. the rest are stupidity.

if only i could be smart like othrs. (...)

btw,we've race this coming 26th June @ marina barrage,hope tht our team will do their very best and strive for the top 3 positions. :) love'yall. :)

i told myself to get into any poly now other than RP and thn im gg to join Muay Thai or Dance? I wanna try something different. Prolly volleyball in poly? ain't sure,i hope i could get into a poly ,at least! :(

N lvl is coming,i musn't slack my precious time away,i must study full blast,day and night!!! i say it i must do it!!!!!

ive the sudden urge of stealing? why? kind of a stress relieve? but i wouldn't steal. excitements? prolly. i want to study and score well.

updating the photos tmrw. wait for the photos!:) bye.
I PUKE EVERYTIME I SEES YOU,FOR GOD'S SAKE,GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY.