feels like im losing myself.
feels like im starting to not know how to express my feelings into words.
feels like im not strong enough.
feels like i'd needed him in my life,so much.
feels like you wont understand me.

i was given a chance,but i didn't cherish.
now i was given a chance,i wanted to cherish before it slips away.
i need daddy1 with me because i love daddy1.

i need to work on my sci,alot alot alot!
prolly catching some nap l8r,feels so drowsy.
need to read more books and speak good english.

feeling bored3! :(
people on my line don't chat with me 'emselves.
oways is i talk to 'em,why ar? :( maybe because they've friends they could talk to and i've none.
shuting shld be out with bdc what,how come shes on the line too? she uses lan's comp? didnt dare to talk to her. :X

i want to slp.
i want to drink vodka!
i want to drink breezer.
i want to drink e seventy(is that the name?)
i want to be drunk,so i could stop thinking so much.

i want a chalet at the end of this year.
no,maybe i'll ask bi to join me to Penang end of this year,shop till i die there. :D
Cheap F21,Topshops. coolzshitz!!!

argh! can't stand any moment longer,i'm dying!