a need to .... prioritize

half expecting myself to work hard and another half of me was debating with my another angel half thru-out the journey home. to wake up now and stop being a lazy bum or just let the fate of mine decide on which path shld i end up at. contradicting but i feel so much like dying because life is such a bore in schl,having to think of lessons after lessons of boring talks after one another,i wish i could let my heart stop beating for a moment and let me go unconscious for an hr with stress free,but i told mysel,wishful thinking.

prioritizing everything infront of anything elses perhaps could help a least tweeny bit i hope? if this is gg to be the mood i have in o level,i am sure i wouldn't do well,i hope i just have to spend the rest of my weeks or more in studying and studying rather than gg out,i perhaps could catch up with the pace of my class,thou they're still far behind time.

had 2007 N level mathematics paper to do today and i score plus minus about 52 over 80 which i think i suck at it. plus i've a number of questions i leave it blank and some of the questions looks so foreign to me,omigodz.

i've changed my tuition date to tmrw as my tutor called to ask if i'm free tmrw at 6 for tuition,since babyz wants to watch movie with me,so i think i'd to accompany him because i've been missing him and treating him bad since before my menses came and knock on my door. feel so f up with myself and i felt guilty for treating him so badly. im sorry bi. :(

i've changed my font and everything agn. ^^ i like being fickle minded plus i'm super absent minded. omigod. :(

i want to get my phone changed. they said omniaII is good and could sign up to window live messenger free for starhub users. wow,coolshitz. but is e71 allowed to? i aint sure to get omniaII or e71,

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my dnt is still 95% done....only!!!! and i've to hand in on friday. i hope i could finish it tmrwww!!!!
i need to finish it...omigod,i couldn't stand any more longer of staying back after schl working on my damn f up artifact that sucked so much yet tchers says it's a nice product. Ya,like as if. =.=

k bye,
waiting for bi's reply,bye. ^^